Gradually, I lose feelings about anything. There is no pain, no remorse, no shame, no pity. Having gone through so much, few things can leave scars on the heart. Emotionless, careless, it seems I care nothing. I don't know. My heart is as peaceful as water in a sunny day with mild wind. Those crazy dreams and sleepless nights in the past is no more. I don't know you. You don't know me. So many years past. So many things happened. I am not what I was. You are not what you were. Time washes away the familiar between us. Sometimes I recalled, at that time the day was long, the sky was blue, the land so green.
I used to like to make plans in order to make things in control. Now somehow I think there are invisible hands manipulating our destiny. You don't take it, you curse it, you fight against it finally you compromise. It's tiring to go through the happened things once more. So be it.
Till now, nothing can no longer take my breath away. It's hard to like some thing or some one so much. Hopefully some thing will come and turn my thoughts.
It's time for graduates. Some of my pals will leave for work. I am going to University Year 3. Having stayed here for 2 years, time flies.